Everybody Loves Kung Fu Fighting...!!

Saturdayy 4pm was the time that I had my Kung Fu grading for my Orange belt! :D

and you all know how badly I want to achieve the black belt ^^

Todayy... I found my results from saturday.. and.. I PASSED MY ORANGE BELT!! :D :D :D

yeshh... I am now one step towards achieving my ambition .. well.. lol one of them xD

... I know it isn't much.. but I'm really happy that I'm getting closer and closer to the black belt :D

....Why am I so bothered?

hmm.. I'm not sure myself to be honest xD but it's something I've always showed interest in from watching martial arts films.. Animes... etc :)

watchin the world pass by.....

Yoho guuuyz! :D

well.. i havnt had time to write much blogs this week.. :( been quite busyyy! D:

.. what have i been up2 u ask?..

weellllll .... I've just finished with my exams just last week! which is a super duper goooood thing!:D ... but it doesn't mean i can relax totally though.. *sigh* ..

i still have my piano theory and the playing side to worry about.. and now that i have a job.. which is.. :/ a good thing and a baaad thing lol

not the best job in the world.. or pay.. but.. it's just like my teacher says.. xD

"everythings gotta start off shit to become something amaazing!"

well.. I'll have to endure it first then work my way up .. hopefully.. :/

^^ the people i work with are all really nice anywayz :)

so.. i dnt really mind ^^

... work has been soo quiet recently.. lol just literally sat there watching the world pass by..

I don't mind tbh.. I'm always in my own little world xD

I still haven't answered my question yet! ..

basically.. all I've been doing this weekend is work... work.. Alice's party.. and work.. lol

I've been feeling sooo lazy recently.. all i want to do is just sit there.. surf the internet.. play on ps3.. finish my drawings off and play the piano.. buuut.. I never get enough time for that :(

*sigh* life is reli too short.. T__T

ofcorse.. thats not the only things i want to do in life.. xD

I wanna find that special person! ... have a family of my own.. get a career i enjoy.. and just have a simple life... *sigh* ... but nothing can ever be so simple..

lol well.. I'm a bit warn out today.. pretty tired xD so sorry if this blog bores u to death..

I just thought I'd post something :D

Hopefully next time I'll have something better and interesting to say lol

Bye bye for now! ;)

*SIGHH* ...

Waheyyy!! .. Finally.. I've actually finished all my exams! ...

But why am i feeling abit off?! ... *sigh* .. I coudn't help but think about my future.. >.<

I honestly can't help but think I've failed my music course.. :(

Why am i so bothered about music? ... i'll tell u why! ... It's always been my dream since i can remember! ..My ambition in life.. But.. i think its time i gave it up.. and go for a more possible career for me.. such as graphics...?

Not saying i'm any good with graphics.. but.. at the standard i'm at with my music.. I'm nothing compared to the real world.. no1 would want someone like me.. xD

..But at the very least...PLEEEASE at least give me a decent grade in music.. :(

last year.. i got an E.. yes.. its shameful to say how much passion i actually have for music..

which is whyy I'm finally giving up my dream..

that doesnt mean i'm quitting piano!

NO CHANCE am i EVER quitting piano.. xD Piano is my passion..

although i'm nowhere near the standard that i want to be.. :( but i have no intention of giving up!

*sigh* ... I'm really dreading my results...

It'd be shameful if i failed music.. in other words.. I would've failed my dream.. >.<

The future scares me.. I wonder if I'll ever find someone.. I'm sick of living a life with no-one there for me.. The feeling of being wanted.. needed... desired.. I guess it's something I've been looking for all my life.. just..without realising what i really wanted.

I always wondered what it feels like having a close family

I'd imagine you'd feel like this is the place you belong right?

I want to meet my family.. I want to get to know them..

Why is it soo hard for me to find someone?

What do i lack that everyone else has..?

Is my personality shit?!

My face looks demented?!

what is it?!?!?!?!?! ... christ sake.. don't I deserve anyone at all? ..

No matter how much i think of it... everyone I know has something i desire.. something that i can't have...

Nails!

During my spare time.. I'd paint nail designs :D

...Wasn't really that interested in nail art when i was young.. but as i grew up in Chesterfield at the beginning of my teens i met so

meone AMAAAZING called Ellie! ^^

I've never known anyone so creative before besides my brother.. :)

When i first saw her nail designs.. I w

as like.. :O how did u do that?! ^^

i still remember the first nail design she did for me :)

I fell in love with nail art straight away just watching her paint my nails xD

lol it was sooo pretty.. i couldn't stop staring at my nails :') ohhh the good old days..

I was only 13 at that time btw lol

I began practising painting nails with her... and thanks to Ellie .. :) I had a job in a nail parlor

..altho i didnt get paid much.. I enjoyed working there :) i learnt alot just watching them ^^

now.. occasionally I'd paint any design that co

mes into my head onto a false nail or someones nails lol ... I can't test on my own nail as much anymore.. seeing as i have a job in a sushi restaurant lol won't be very hygienic aye.. xD

but that doesn't mean I have to give up on my hobby! :)

Here are some nail designs i painted .. ^^ lol these are done a few years ago ^^

just thought I'd upload the old ones up first :D

Weirdooooo!

Okayyy... xD your probably thinkin.. who the hell im talking about.. lol

well.. it was quite a while ago when me and Zoe found something sooo hilariously disturbing

Can't remember what we was searching for.. but we somehow found this site that was a "weird asian news" lol so we thought we'd check it out..

xD as u do when u see something like that lol

went on it.. and the one headline that caught my eye was..

"Man almost loses penis humping a steel bench" .....

my first impression... O_o .. what the fuck?! *bursts out laughin with laughter* xD

oh my.. :') i haven't been this interested in a news headline... EVER!

haha! it turns out that.. this freakis

h man wanted to have sex with a steel bench.. coz it has small holes on it xD

and.. as u predicted.. yes.. it got stuck ahahahaha

so yeah.. the poor old weirdo man had to call the police for help lol

... I wonder how the police reacted to that phonecall.. xD

if it was me...? HAH xD well... if u know me well enough.. I'd literally be rolling along the floor laughing my head off till i can't breathe :')

but obviously id help the poor old man.. lol

Well.. ^^ doctors tried to help him by removing some of his blood to release pressure.. but it became so swollen that they ended up cutting the entire bench free taking him to the hospital .. lol not sure if i'm being abit mean .. but.. he cuda waited till he got home at least! xD

ahaha :') ahh this is great.. I've never been so fascinated by a news headline before.. ^^

.. my parents friend just had to walk in at this very moment .. :')

just when me and Zoe are in hysterics xD

haha! PERFECT TIMING! :)

HelloHelloHello! :)

Well ... :) I'm new on here so.. im not quite sure what im doin yet xD

not reli used to this sort of thing.. :S

well anywayz.. i thought i'd set up my own blog seeing as though i have decided i wanted to go into web developing for future career perhaps?

1) near enough everyone in the world have access to internet.. so its very vast growing :)

2) it is related to the course i am going to study at uni .. which is graphics..

3) i randomly found this site showing the list of the best and worst jobs... and i found web developer to be at rank 15! :D ..

its based on 5 criteria:

- Environment

- Income

- Employment outlook

- Physical demands

- Stress

so far.. this sounds pretty good to me ^^ so im hoping to improve in web designing.. :/

heres the site anyhow ^^ Click Here!

hehe well... ^^ hope i don't bore u too much! :S

its byee for now :]