Goodbye Sheffield ..

... well.. for now anywayz ^^ hehe.. ill be in Great yarmouth for a whole week with my auntie and cousins! D: ... I'm missing my friends already! :( and my beautiful comfy bed :(

but.. ^^ its only for 1 week.. i'm sure il cope xD

erm.. tbh... im actually not as excited as i should be :/ well.. i cant remember the last time i got proper excited..

i'm more worried about my summer project not getting done on time >.< .. because im going away on holiday for 1 week.. i have less than 1 week to do my project..

soo.. that leaves me less than 1 week to do my project!! D:

which includes... : ... experimenting with different materials.. .

... Researching on different artists/designers..

and actually creating a headdress... ==" ... i mean.. how the hell do i even make a headdress?!

*sigh* .. nevermind.. i guess i shouldn't worry about that whilst I'm on holiday! D:

I should be enjoying myself :)

yesss thats riiight! ... forget about my worries and enjoy everybit of my holidayy ^^

well.. :D ciao for now guys! ... gotta get up for 7am!! D: .. (Damn i hate early mornings) .. :(

stay tuned to see how my little holiday goes!! :D

Oh yeahh! ... D: D: D: ... and my periods only just came onn!!!

... out of all the time! .. ==" It just had to come on just as i go on friggin holiday mann!

lol just thought i'd have my little rant about that .. :D

not that u guys would like to know.. xD

well.. hahaha :') bye for now! .. dnt miss me too much ;]

A LEVEL RESULTSSS!!! ...

Ayoor ... >.< .. so I've finally found out my A level results!! D:

Graphics - A

Media - D

Music Tech - ... U

you can say I'm really happy about my graphics grade seeing as i am going to do graphics for my uni course after this foundation art n design in college ^^ .. tbh.. this is the FIRST A i have had in my liiiife! D: I should be like.. over the mooon!!! .. but really.. :/ I can't help but feel disappointed with my media and music grades...

I was hoping I'd get at least a C in media.. not that i care about that subject much.. infact, i absolutely hated that subject soooo bad i wanted to diee during my media lessons lol but.. D is better than failing I guess.. :(

now.. MUSIC TECH.. i am not happy with at alllll! :'( .. SERIOUSLY!!... I spent a shiiit loada tiime one my music coursework.. and tbh..i actually admitted to myself that i actually quite liked one of my song that i had done for my coursework.. is it really that bad? ... at the very least.. they coulda gave me an E.. *sigh*

I really did put alot of work into my coursework.. but i guess its not good enough :/

I'm ashamed to say that this is the best I've done.. because this gave me a U.. no wait.. this isn't the best I've done.. I could have done alot better.. if i had more time i guess.. :/

I feel so pathetic failing my favourite subject.. How could i fail the subject I enjoyed the most?

Musics always been my dreammm!! ... And I failed it.. :/ i guess I obviously didn't have enough passion ..

oh yeah.. the exam board didn't print my overall grades downn!! So i have to wait for a phonecall to tell me.. :(

*sigh* ... well.. at least i know i definately have an A for graphics.. :/

Really.. I'm not sure if i should be happy or not ...

RESULTS DAYYY!

Aiiii... >.<>

The nerves are starting to kick in.. I wanna know what i got damnit!

waiting for my dad to give me a lift to college xD .. coz im lazy and can't be arsed to walk lol

I wish he'd hurry upp! D:

I'm hoping that I'll get an A in graphics!! .. music tech and media.. pfft.. lets just say I failed miserably.. :( but..i wouldn't know until i see my results! D:

well... WISH ME LUCK GUUUYZ! D: ...

Time ain't guna wait for youu..!

Hello there guyyz! .. recently.. time hasn't been on my side at all..

*sigh* ... how should i describe it? .. it feels like i'm always having to work.. Yesh.. even in my summer holidays!!

I have sooo much music theory to catch up on.. I'm currently on grade 4 theory..

I need to pass my grade 5 before next year.. :(

but its jst soo hard! I'm not really a theory type of person.. but i guess it has to be done if i wanna reach grade 6 on piano..

I have less than a year to reach grade 6! D: D: D: ... I'm NEVER guna make ittt!!! :'(

Currently, I'm nearly onto grade 4.. My teacher thinks the highest grade i can get upto by next year is probably grade 5.. :/ which i guess its alright.. but.. i was aiming for grade 6 :(

So i have my piano to worry about over the summer.. along with a summer project..

yesh... SUMMER PROJECT!!! ... like.. what the hell mann!!! ...

gimme a break will they?! *sigh* .. :( as soon as i read my letter..

it just felt like my summer has been taken away from me already! Not like i didn't have much to do to begin with anywayz!!

Since getting a job at yama sushi.. I was really happy that someone would hire me .. a clumsy, stupid idiot.. I did enjoy working there..

but recently.. I've been thinkin to myself.. Is it worth workin 10hrs for such small pay?

I mean.. i could use my 10 hours on my homework.. or practising piano.. or seein my friends.. or relaxing? .. everyweek, i work minimum of 20hours..

I really do need the money.. and i know its hard to find a job nowadays :(

*sigh* .. is it worth it? I really wanted to have a relaxing summer..

but its impossible when i have this much work to do, and my parents naggin me alllll the tiime!

I feel like I'm becoming lazier and lazier every year.. like I'm getting fed up!

Yeah I've been having a fun summer! .. But I'm having to lie to my parents just to get my freedom! .. I can't enjoy my night out without worrying that they'd find out.. or if I've been going out too much that I'm falling behind on my course already.. etc etc!! arrggghhhh!

Theres too much stuff i wanted to do for the summer..

I've barely done any of the stuff i planned to do in the summer..

I wanna break free.. do whatever i want.. without worrying about ANYTHING!

If only I can control time..

.. its guna be a looooong dayy...

*Sigh* .. got a 10 hours shift inabit! and i proper don't wanna gooo! :(

..theres all my friends going to Rawson's every sundays..

..and theres just me stuck at work .. T__T ohh the joyyy lol

proper wanted to see Peter before he leaves for Manchester.. but i guess it couldn't be helped

..I'll cope.. :) I'm a big girl now ^^

Everytime when I'm at work.. I always watch the clock and countdown till the end xD

to me.. i think 10 hours is wayyy too long of a day :(

*sigh* .. i mean.. think of all the stuff i could be doing instead of this 10 hours shift! D:

Guna be a lonely waitress today.. as Shane's not guna be there :/

i'm just hoping its not guna be reli busy 2day >.<

alsoooo.... WHY AM I SOO CLUMSYY?!?!?!?!?!

:( jesus.. theres always something i do wrong when i go to work.. :(

damn.. i shouldn't complain really.. I'm surprised they haven't fired me yet lol =]

well... i guess i best get off to work now.. ohh fun fun funn... =="