Time ain't guna wait for youu..!

Hello there guyyz! .. recently.. time hasn't been on my side at all..

*sigh* ... how should i describe it? .. it feels like i'm always having to work.. Yesh.. even in my summer holidays!!

I have sooo much music theory to catch up on.. I'm currently on grade 4 theory..

I need to pass my grade 5 before next year.. :(

but its jst soo hard! I'm not really a theory type of person.. but i guess it has to be done if i wanna reach grade 6 on piano..

I have less than a year to reach grade 6! D: D: D: ... I'm NEVER guna make ittt!!! :'(

Currently, I'm nearly onto grade 4.. My teacher thinks the highest grade i can get upto by next year is probably grade 5.. :/ which i guess its alright.. but.. i was aiming for grade 6 :(

So i have my piano to worry about over the summer.. along with a summer project..

yesh... SUMMER PROJECT!!! ... like.. what the hell mann!!! ...

gimme a break will they?! *sigh* .. :( as soon as i read my letter..

it just felt like my summer has been taken away from me already! Not like i didn't have much to do to begin with anywayz!!

Since getting a job at yama sushi.. I was really happy that someone would hire me .. a clumsy, stupid idiot.. I did enjoy working there..

but recently.. I've been thinkin to myself.. Is it worth workin 10hrs for such small pay?

I mean.. i could use my 10 hours on my homework.. or practising piano.. or seein my friends.. or relaxing? .. everyweek, i work minimum of 20hours..

I really do need the money.. and i know its hard to find a job nowadays :(

*sigh* .. is it worth it? I really wanted to have a relaxing summer..

but its impossible when i have this much work to do, and my parents naggin me alllll the tiime!

I feel like I'm becoming lazier and lazier every year.. like I'm getting fed up!

Yeah I've been having a fun summer! .. But I'm having to lie to my parents just to get my freedom! .. I can't enjoy my night out without worrying that they'd find out.. or if I've been going out too much that I'm falling behind on my course already.. etc etc!! arrggghhhh!

Theres too much stuff i wanted to do for the summer..

I've barely done any of the stuff i planned to do in the summer..

I wanna break free.. do whatever i want.. without worrying about ANYTHING!

If only I can control time..